Rapper has checked himself into rehab...
Kid Cudi

Kid Cudi has checked himself into rehab and penned an open letter to fans about his battle with depression.

The rapper posted the statement a few hours ago, and his frank, emotional words have clearly struck a chord with fans.

Mental health statistics among African-American men remain shockingly high, and many fear that the subject remains taboo.

Kid Cudi's statement, though, is as honest as they come. The statement opens:

"Its been difficult for me to find the words to what Im about to share with you because I feel ashamed. Ashamed to be a leader and hero to so many while admitting I've been living a lie. It took me a while to get to this place of commitment, but it is something I have to do for myself, my family, my best friend/daughter and all of you, my fans."

He continues: "Yesterday I checked myself into rehab for depression and suicidal urges. I am not at peace. I haven't been since you've known me. If I didn't come here, I wouldve done something to myself. I simply am a damaged human swimming in a pool of emotions everyday of my life. Theres a ragin violent storm inside of my heart at all times. Idk what peace feels like. Idk how to relax. My anxiety and depression have ruled my life for as long as I can remember and I never leave the house because of it. I cant make new friends because of it. I dont trust anyone because of it and Im tired of being held back in my life. I deserve to have peace. I deserve to be happy and smiling."

The note ends: "Love and light to everyone who has love for me and I am sorry if I let anyone down. I really am sorry. Ill be back, stronger, better. Reborn. I feel like shit, I feel so ashamed. Im sorry."

Good luck and godspeed, Kid Cudi. We're with you.

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